Of late I seem to be over stressing everything in my life. I'm not sure what's going on with me, but today I just sat down, cried and tried to figure out how to un-stress the stress.
Where exactly do I begin to let go of those terrible little things that seem intent on driving me crazy. People just can't own my emotional being, all the time, unless it's me letting them.
I often wonder why it is that I worry so dog gone much.? What does it matter if I was not a perfect version of what I think I should be? Pushing myself in the wrong direction is all too nutty and so adds to my stressed out self.
One day, I believe that with enough work, a lot of prayer and, yes, I do believe whole heartily in praying, that I will be able to free myself from all this stress.
Maybe I need to just take a deep breath and relax, learn to let go. Okay, so I'm working on a few things with myself. Learning how to stay connected to the things that are really important and stop letting junk claim my un-used space has got to go.
For now, I'm just hanging on, praying and reminding myself that I'm not suppose to be perfect and not everyone has to like me. More importantly is I have to love myself, have comfort in who I am now, not what I have been and take in the awesome changes that make me better today than yesterday.
Living to un-stress the stress may not be easy, but at least it's an honest start to who I have become.
Loving, being kind and caring others' is a good start to a stress-less life. Having faith that it will get better day by day.
Peace always,
CJ
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